[26 Nov 2004|01:54pm] [ mood | sore ] [ music | watching Shrek ] Ok, so school was school. We only had 2 1/2 days of school this week!! Wednesday me, kerry, steph, andrea, allyson, mal, and laura went back to laura's house and ordered food from there. I had to leave early because of physical therapy. Wednesday night we went to pep rally at the highschool and then went back to allyson's house. I was accidently table topped..laura pushed me and i didnt realize that ker and mal were sitting on the floor doing some puzzle and i smashed my head into the couch...it was just a little bit painful, lol. So my mom picked me up at 11. Thursday was the Thanksgiving day football game...YEAH VERONA, WAY TO KICK CEDAR GROVE'S ASS!!! 14-0. I went to my aunt's house at 3:30 and then went home at 10..my sister left early because she had bball this morning but she ended up having a few people over until 11. So this morning i had to get my MRI and they had to inject dye into my shoulder and it basically pushed against the joint and so i can barely move my shoulder now. I went to basketball after but i cant play yet. I canceled my physical therapy for today because my arm is way too sore. Right now i am watching Shrek 2..funny movie..ok well thats all Bye 1 love tropical paradise

[21 Nov 2004|02:28pm] [ mood | drained ] Ok so friday night i was going to go the brendan's but i had rented elf and i fell asleep so i didnt do that. Last night i went to kerry's house because she was watching her brother so me, mal, and laura were sleeping over.  She had a mini party..it was really funny.  Ker's cousin got us stuff.  Me, allyson, and ker's brother were like the only ones sober.  I do have to admit it is fun being the sober one and watching everyone drink.  Well anyway...someone told their parents they were going to kerry's house and their mom told mrs fitz becuase they were at the same place.  Mrs fitz called saying that she has reason to believe ker was having a party and then her mom called back saying her dad was going to come home for some soda that he forgot.  Well kerry came running in saying her dad was coming home so everyone started to run and threw all the beer cans into the bag and just RAN.  So we started to clean up but they were a little on the drunk side so me and joe had to clean up the house.  We swept..washed the tables/chairs/floor/carpet because when everyone was running out of the house beer spilt.  Kudos to me and joe....we got that house spotless...you would never expect that there was a party there.  They didnt end up coming home early but when they got home mrs fitz was like.. "is there a party going on in here..how was the party"...oh she knows about that party..lol.  Then we just sat around and talked and called brendan and kei.  Everyone fell asleep except for me and kerry so we just stayed up talking and then we called brendan at 1:15ish.  That was one fun/interesting conversation..right?..lol.  To be honest i am surprised that we didnt wake anyone up because we were soo loud.  So this morning when i woke up the first thing i saw was laura waving to me because i guess i was the second person to wake up...Then everyone else started to wake up eventually.  We watched Mighty Ducks..and then talked some more..Mrs costa drove me home at 11.  I am soooo incredibly tired right now i can barely keep my eyes open... 11 love tropical paradise

[18 Nov 2004|04:52pm] [ mood | blah ] this is going to be a short entry but i am bored so here goes: So so physical therapy was ok i guess.  I saw rob redmeirsky (i dont know how to spell his last name at all) there.  I am a little sore from it today though.  Today i had to take a math test after school and then i stopped by the open gym and talked with powell.  I gave jaime ciamillo a ride home and then made a couple stops on the way home.  tropical paradise

[17 Nov 2004|04:36pm] [ mood | weird ] Monday..nothing happened at school.  I went to Youth Group and talked to jaime ciamillo the whole time about how much she is dreading basketball tryouts.  Then yesterday i had my doctor appointment to find out what is actually wrong with me.  So i am not playing basketball until December 3rd i think but then i have to get an MRI and the earliest appointment is on december 6th so i dont know.  So then i went back to school and had a history test which i dont think i did that bad on.  Today nothing happened once again.  I went to ms lanno after school to make sure i know what i am doing for our test which i have no clue when it is starting.  I have to go to physical therapy for my shoulder in a little bit and then i will start my homework. I think i am getting sick because my throat hurts...=(  Uh Oh. thats all....   ps: hey caitlin... 2 love tropical paradise

[14 Nov 2004|06:36pm] [ mood | rejuvenated ] Ok so on friday the football game was canceled so me, kerry, andrea, caitlin, kristy, mal, and steph g went to the mall.  We saw everyone from verona there, like dani, my cousin, his friends, and some other freshmen girls.  Then we went to brendan's which took us 20 minutes to figure out.  So when we got there kei, keith, jeff, and brendan (obviously) were all there.  Jeff brought his guitar and some songs that he wrote..and keith brought a song he wrote...they were really good songs.  So keith and jeff both played the guitar and they were both really good.  I left at 11.  Yesterday i went to Garden State Plaza with laura, andrea, caitlin, and mal.  My hotty in the car next to us was almost rocking the same sunglasses as me laura...lol.  I had to babysit my little cousins last night but i didnt mind..me and matthew babysat..we had to sleep over becuase they live 25-30 minutes away.  We watched Marry Poppins..i love that movie.  This morning i was woken up by 2 little voices saying..is she awake, i think she's awake, jacqueline are you awake..etc.  At around 2:45 i went to FN with matthew, jake, and my dad.  My dad was trying to do workouts with matthew to get him ready for bball and jake wanted to play "volleyball" with him.....that was my lovely weekend             Bye... tropical paradise

[10 Nov 2004|03:45pm] [ mood | cold ] [ music | my mom on the phone..... ] Sunday i had to work on my science project so thats what i did..then we had our relatives over for nicole's bday.  I had to leave at 7:20ish to go to some Learning to Communicate thing to "learn" about it so i can help teach a 7th grade class.  My cousin stole my livestrong bracelet so i will have to get that back.  Monday i had school obviously and then after school we had a vball meeting.  Then i went home and did homework and finished my science project.  Yesterday after school i went to senor for extra help and jack ended up going also...we were there until 4 because senor doesnt really know how to teach and he had to help someone with a test or quiz.  I called my mom to come pick me and jack up..while we were waiting we talked to powell and galbs about...well how bad my science project was, classes/grades, and then powell kept saying how bad our basketball team was/is (even though i wasnt playing).  There was an open gym yesterday and today but i am not allowed to play for 2 weeks because of my shoulder but i am going to another doctor on tuesday.  So today at school i almost fell asleep in all my morning classes....i went to the trainer during lunch to ask him a question about what the doctor told me to do..some stretch thing..and jason told me to stop doing it because it will just irritate my shoulder more...Stupid orthopedic...thats why i am going to another one.  Then senor decided he was going to LOSE my quiz that we took last week...mind you he graded it in front of me after school...i got an 81 but i am going to retake it and hopefully get better since i understand now.  Laura gave me a ride home...i am really bored because i dont know what to do since i dont have anything to do after school for 2 1/2 weeks since i cant play basketball.... WHY IS IT SO COLD ALREADY.....HEAT!!! I NEED HEAT!!! hats all...<3 2 love tropical paradise

[06 Nov 2004|11:53pm] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | "Cavanaugh Park"-Something Corporate ] Wow, weird night. Well today we went to the football game..me, ker, her brother (joe), laura, andrea, steph, and allyson. Kerry was watching her brother so he had to come with us. Verona won 41-0..Good job guys. After the game we walked to verona pizza. Then me, laura, ker, and joe walked back to ker's house. We tried to figure out some plans but got nothing accomplished so me and laura left. We walked home but my sister picked me up when i was like a block away from my house. Tonite we went to caitlin's...brendan and kei went also but they couldn't stay long because they werent supposed to be there. They wouldnt tell us what their plan was so everyone kept trying to get it out of them. when they left they had to hop over a fence..haha. EVEN AFTER THEY LEFT PEOPLE STILL KEPT TRYING TO FIGURE OUT THE PLAN!!! i have to admit it kept us occupied because they were giving us clues. We never did figure it out anyway. So kerry couldnt find her shoes when we had to go so she left without them..her mom is going to think she was drunk, oh well. SO that was my night... g'night 1 love tropical paradise

[05 Nov 2004|01:07pm] [ mood | satisfied ] [ music | Vanesa Carlton-White Houses ] I AM: Jacqueline Iannucci I WANT: love I HAVE: amazing friends I WISH: i was stronger inside I HATE: drama I MISS: the olod days I FEAR: spiders I HEAR: music I SEARCH: ? I WONDER: everything I REGRET: nothing I ALWAYS: forgeting things. lol I DANCE: at parties, but thats like it I CRY: more than i should I AM NOT ALWAYS: all there in the head I WRITE: i dont really write.... I WON: ! I LOST: everything i ever believed in... I CONFUSE: myself I NEED: to do better in school (spanish and histore to be exact) I SHOULD: try harder MY FATHER THINKS I AM: ......dont know MY MOTHER THINKS I AM: ......dont know   MAKES ME HAPPY: my friends, music UPSETS ME: being alone THE PRETTIEST FEMALE YOU KNOW: idk.. i know a lot of pretty people THE PRETTIEST MALE YOU KNOW: i shall not make a list lol THE WEIRDEST PERSON YOU KNOW: hm..thats a tough one THE LOUDEST PERSON YOU KNOW: me, wein,..... THE SEXIEST PERSON YOU KNOW: once again, i shall not list them. YOUR CLOSE FRIENDS: kerry, and brendan....basically all my friends THE PERSON THAT KNOWS THE MOST ABOUT YOU: brendan THE LAST IMAGE/THOUGHT YOU GO TO SLEEP WITH: ........ YOUR BEST FEATURE: my personality TAKE A SHOWER EVERYDAY: duh!  BEEN IN LOVE: no WANT TO GET MARRIED: yes HAVE ANY TATTOOS/WHERE?: none  SCREEN NAMES: hurleygrl383 SIGN: cancer NATURAL HAIR COLOR: brown CURRENT HAIR COLOR: brown EYE COLOR: brown ***********FAVORITES******** NUMBER: 3, 8 COLOR: orange MONTH: i like them all SONG: hmm.. depends on my mood BAND: green day, fall out boy,...many others RADIO STATION:  z100..i dont really listen to the radio TV SHOW: the o.c., one tree hill,real world, SITE: dont have one MALL: garden state plaza HANGOUT: brendan's house..haha ACTOR:Ashton Kutcher....soo hott! ACTRESS: umm.. i dont have one really.. CHARACTER: ........ FOOD: ................ SEASON: summer and fall SPORT: to play, vball.... to watch, in person, football  DRINK: iced tea VEGGIE: cucumber  *******PREFERENCES***** CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT? both CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE? both lol MILK, DARK, OR WHITE CHOCOLATE?: milk chocolate i guess, i dont really eat chocolate VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE: vanilla *****IN THE LAST 24 HOURS, HAVE YOU.... *** CRIED?: yes HELPED SOMEONE? i dont know... BOUGHT SOMETHING? yes GOTTEN SICK? no GONE TO THE MOVIES? no SAID "I LOVE YOU"?/TO WHOM: nope WRITTEN A REAL LETTER?: no MISSED AN EX?: no WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL? livejournal, yeah TALKED TO SOMEONE YOU CRUSH ON?: yes HAD A SERIOUS TALK?: yes MISSED SOMEONE?: yes HUGGED SOMEONE?: yes ******BASICS****** THEY CALL ME: jack, jacqueline, jackie ALSO: thats it.... SEX: female MARITAL STATUS: single =( OCCUPATION: student NATIONALITY: [italian] MOST MEMORABLE MEMORY: too many WORST?: idk... FIRST WORD UTTERED: no clue FIRST BEST FRIEND: kacey...from va COLLEGE PLANNING TO GO TO: i just hope i get into one FUTURE RESIDENT OF: ?? WEDDING: i hope to have one LOOKING FORWARD TO: this weekend!! NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO: monday FEELING: depressed LISTENING TO: music TALKING TO: laura and allyson DOING: this survey THINKING OF:  =\ CRAVING: nothing HATING: not having a boyfriend or any perspective boyfriends ****** L O V E ***** LOVE IS: something i have yet to expirience FIRST LOVE: is something you can't make happen CURRENT LOVE: my friends LOVE OR LUST?: right now, neither BEST LOVE SONG: ......... POSSIBLE TO BE IN LOVE W/ MORE THAN 1 PERSON AT A TIME? yes WHEN LOVE HURTS, YOU: cry     .....i am kinda bored if you cant tell, and i cant go out today becuase i have a doc appointment at 2:15 for my shoulder.  I should be doing my science project but of course i am procrastinating.... tropical paradise

[04 Nov 2004|11:13pm] [ mood | exhausted ] ok well i havent really updated in awhile because i thought i was going to stop my journal but i decided that i want to keep it.  I am not going to explain anything that has really happened in the past so i will just do a basic update.  Last night we went to Houlihan's..it was me, wein, byrne, laura, andrea, steph ponz, and steph's friends from caldwell.  Me and andrea poured wein's sprite on her...honestly i thought it was water..oops.  I felt bad after we did it so i let her wear my sweatshirt while we were waiting for andrea's mom to come get us...keep in mind i was freezing my ass off because i was wearing a short sleeve shirt.  Then we went to On the Run where i took Kei's hockey windbreaker because he had 2 jackets.  My mom picked me and laura up at 11.  Today i slept until 11:45 and then i had to go rake the leaves up.  I only got about 1/4 done with the yard because there were so many leaves when it started to rain.  Then i started my science project, i have to draw a plant cell and define the stuff.  Me, laura, wein, and andrea went to the deli and then to Terry's but i had to leave at 4:30 to go to my vball game *WE GOING TO BAGOTA*...well we went to Bagota and we lost =(.  But its ok because we played really well and they were just good.  Its not going to be the same next year without the senors..I'm gonna miss you guys...we took a bunch of pictures after the game.  Megan's little sister taped the OC so we went to betcher's house to watch it.  We ordered pizza so me, shanflan, dani, and bri went to go pick it up.  Me and shannon had like a 15 minute convo with the guy at Verona Pizza about that OC and neither of us have ever really watched it.  We got to katie's house and then watched the OC.  It was really good and me and shannon have now joined the clan of OC fans.  well thats it...till next time. 1 love tropical paradise

[07 Oct 2004|08:14pm] [ mood | annoyed ] yea so i dont really update anymore considering nothing really goes on anymore.  This past weekend was pretty much a complete disaster..i mean COMPLETE disaster.  This week we had a county game monday which we lost and a game today...which WE WON!!!  Its about time, 3 straight losses in a row.  oh well...ok so i have nothing better to do then to do these stupid survey things so: BOLD the things that apply to you. 01. I have a cell phone. 02. I am obsessed with having my shoes match my outfit. 03. I'm the youngest child. 04. I am a boy. 05. I love wearing dangly earrings. 06. I am a gemini. 07. I love someone more than they will ever know. 08. I'm obsessed with dogs. 09. I can't live without lipgloss. 10. I can't live without music. 11. I lived in a different state in the U.S. before. 12. I get an allowance. 13. I want to be in high school forever. 14. I've seen Jason Mraz in person. 15. I get annoyed easily. 16. I eventually want kids. 17. I love to read.--i wouldnt say love...try like..and it helps me fall asleep 18. I have more than a couple horrible memories. 19. I am addicted to the Disney Channel. 20. I am a girl. 21. I'm a worried person. 22. I'm in high school. 23. I love taking pictures. 24. I don't like girls who are fake. 25. I like to swim. 26. My dreams are sometimes weird. 27. One of my best friends is gay. 28. I have way too many purses. 29. I've seen Fight Club at least 45 times. 30. I dress how I feel that day 31. I've never fallen asleep during school. 32. Sometimes I cry for almost no reason. 33. It bugs me sometimes when people are really late. 34. I procrastinate. 35. I love autumn. 36. I have too many clothes. 37. I like to sleep in. 38. I've failed a class in high school. 39. I'm afraid of spiders. 40. I have nail polish on my fingernails or toe nails right now. 41. I've watched the O.C. 42. I love my hair. 43. I never fight with my parents. 44. I like the beach. 45. I have never had the chicken pox. 46. I'm excited for the future. 47. I have family out of state. 48. I can't wait till my birthday. 49. I love the show Rich Girls 50. I love some of my friends.  i love ALL THEM 51. Christmas is my favorite holiday. 52. I can be very insecure all the time. 53. I have never broken a bone. 54. I'm taking German class. 55. I have a laptop. 56. I love guys that love music. 57. I state the obvious sometimes just to reassure myself. 59. I dance randomly sometimes. 60. I'm a good singer. 61. I sometimes like cleaning my room. 62. I never get jealous. 63. I love cute underwear. 64. I like doing math. 65. I cry when I see homeless people. 66. I like hugs. 67. I don't like to study for tests. 68. I love God. 69. I am too forgiving sometimes. 70. I have my own vehicle. 71. I love high school. 72. I have a lot of under garments. 73. I'm a daddy's girl. 74. I love kisses on the forehead. 75. I love the color pink more than the rest. 76. I love to sew. 77. I have blue eyes. 78. I like being a passenger in vehicles at nighttime. 79. I play soccer on a team. 80. I become stressed easily. 81. I've never lied. 82. I like comfy sweatpants. 83. Paul Walker is cute. whose that? 84. I love the smell of the rain. 85. I am right handed.--mostly..i do some things lefty 86. I hate getting shots. 87. I'm a perfectionist. 88. I've gone mooning. 89. I hate the feeling of failure. 90. I love camping. 91. I like going on rides. 92. I can be quite shy. 93. I still act like a little kid sometimes. 94. There's something I will never forget, either because I can't or because I just don't want to. 95. I love looking at pictures. 96. I love music. 97. I do well in school.--in certain classes/aspects 98. I get a lot of mail. 99. I like hot tubs. 100. I like to be alone sometimes.   not like anyone really cares but for those few readers i wont be/havent been updating alot because a) nothing every happens and b) i am too busy with school and sports and school work..... tropical paradise

wow, i kind of started forgetting to update [26 Sep 2004|06:30pm] [ mood | drained ] [ music | boulevard of broken dreams- Green Day ] OK so i havent updated in a while A) nothing exciting has really happened and B) mainly just because i havent had the time to. So here goes: I havent done anything out of the ordenary...School, volleyball, homework, sleep and then the same ruitine over and over again. Last weekend i dont really remember what i did concidering i have a really bad memory..i know i went to my cousins soccer game like 45 minutes away but thats all i remember. This weekend i helped my aunt with my cousins' birthday parties. They turned 5 and they had seperate parties..one friday at 7 and the other saturday at 10:30. So i was there friday night and then saturday morning into night..she had the family party on saturday night. So me and my cousins (matthew and adam) went to SamGoody..i got the new Green Day cd and i do recommend it. Today i did some homework and then went to the football game..we had to pay 3 bucks to get in to fix the mka bleachers..oh well. So verona won but no offense guys...The band pretty much sucked today. My cousins are over now for dinner and i am crazy tired so i guess thats it... tropical paradise

la di da... [18 Sep 2004|05:09pm] [ mood | creative ] [ music | Wonderwall-Oasis ] Ok so yesterday we had the Kinnelon game...we lost =(.  But it was a really good game and we played really good...good game girls.  I have to say the fans are 100% awsome...Heart & Soul = joe vivona and dean.  Then i came home showered and headed over to Dani's where we were having pizza and then going to the pep rally...it was the whole vball team at her house including coaches.  We made up some pretty interesting nicknames for almost the whole team...we'll work on the rest during practice, haha.  Then sorentino drove me, betcher, amanda, danielle, marissa, katie flannery, and i am having a mindblank right now and i cant remember who else was in the car.  Now keep in mind that teachers arent allowed to drive students yet alone pile into the car, 3 people in the trunk and 6 people in the seats..one person the 3 people in norm seats lap (kinda confusing but whatever).  So pep rally was pretty fun, BOYS SOCCER IS AMAZING!!! That was absolutely histericle.  After the pep rally we started walking to Mal's and then Mrs. Bontempo picked us up but i had so much energy that i decided to walk.  So at mal's we played some air hockey, pool, and then went into her house and hung out and listened to music.  I came home and started to watch Sweet 16 but then i got really tired so i turned it off. Today i woke up at like 8 and it was DOWNPOURING.  Then i fell back asleep and woke up at 10:30.  I watched EdTv, finished sweet 16, and then i started watching Final Destination.  Well i am going to go... tropical paradise

[15 Sep 2004|11:24pm] [ mood | devious ] [ music | Nice to Know you - Incubus ] Ok so i havent really updated in awhile...the usual has happened, school, volleyball, homework, and then bed. We won our 2 games so far (even though both teams sucked) but still. KINNELON ON FRIDAY!!! GO, IT WILL BE A GOOD GAME. well anyway. We dont have school tomorrow because of the Jewish holiday. Tonite i had the girls over and we watched 13 going on 30 which was pretty cute. Andrea fell asleep and was breathing heavily and allyson tripped over the black die bean-bag chair which was pretty funny. Thats all that really happened. I finally get to sleep in late so thats pretty exciting. Thats all for now... tropical paradise

[09 Sep 2004|07:35pm] [ mood | sick ] This is going to be a pretty long entry since i havent really updated in awhile: Ok well i am kinda sorry about my last entry...i was just in one of those moods where every little thing pisses you off. Ok well anyway, on with the update. So Monday i didnt do anything...i sat around watching movies the whole day, enjoying my last day of summer. So we ordered pizza for dinner and then i just watched some more tv and straightened my hair...(exciting, i know). I tried to go to bed early but it didnt really work. So tuesday morning i actually woke up pretty fine considering i havent gotten up that early since june. Is it just me or did it NOT feel like the first day of school. To me it felt like we just came back from a spring break or something. It was really weird. My classes are eh...i dont mind english, bio is awsome(cascone baby!!), accounting..well i dont really know about that class yet, gym is alright, lunch, math is hell...LANO =(, spanish..all i have to say is senor is funny as hell but a crappy teacher, and then of course i have to end the day off on a bad not, history with maher. So after school i had volleyball practice. Yesterday we were supposed to have a scrimmage agains Mount St Dominic but of course they dont start school until next week and their athletic director forgot to tell them about it or something. So we just scrimmaged each other instead. Oh yea..i was about to enter Lanno's class room when the bell rang and so of course i got a detention....i was literally there for maybe 30 second and then she said i could go. So i came home after practice and did my homework...mainly math..=(. Today i felt like CRAP.  I have been getting sick and then when i woke up this morning it just hit me, my throat hurts and i have a cough.  Well, school was ok, history is going to eat me alive and i cant drop because i am stupid and overrode...thats ok though, i can get help or something.  After school we had practice.  We did a run up sampson and sepcie smelt pot coming from the bushes (the spot where they all smoke trying to catch who it was.  She wasnt very successful but oh well, it was funny watching her look.  Then we just scrimmaged and stuff, it was fun.  We have our first game tomorrow so go!! thanks..lol Kind of off topic but: Anyone here read the article in the observer yesterday about Josh that some woman wrote...it was terrible. She was all against people "making him out to be a hero" or whatever. She was like vigil's are for people who died of a diseaster not from "gambling with their lives" or something like that. WTF. Have some respect lady, i mean common it really doesnt matter how he died, he still went to our school, people were still really good friends with him. It shouldnt really matter how he died, he still died and he is still going to be missed no matter how it happened, weither he was risking his own life or someone else took away his life.  I really dont think that woman should have written that article, and she wanted to speak at the vigil..oh thats a good idea, while everyone is talking about how good he was you go up there and basically say he wasnt good because he died from drugs....Well i suggest reading it if you didnt. Thats all for now.. 2 love tropical paradise

wonderfull last night of summer...NOT [05 Sep 2004|10:07pm] [ mood | pissed off ] [ music | A Favor House Atlantic-Coheed and Cambria ] Well i really apreciate the fact that people cant just go along with the flow. Drama Drama Drama...I FUCKING HATE DRAMA. and i also hate the fact that when someone says oh i can have people over there is always that one person who doesnt want to go who gets a group of other people not to want to go. Then they go off and do their own thing and dont even bother calling you or anyone else even though they know the first plan fell through. It's not the first time that the one person has not really wanted to go somewhere and then we end up sitting home because of them...well thank god school starts in 2 days so i dont have to deal with what are we going to do tonite every fucking night. All i can say is we are sophmores in highschool, GROW THE FUCK UP and stop being a baby about certain things...that is not only aimed at one person. Well i am sorry but i am in a really bad mood right now because certain people really know how to piss me off. Well i am glad that i ended my summer on such a high note. Thanks once again... 5 love tropical paradise

[05 Sep 2004|06:27pm] [ music | screaming infidelities-dashboard confessional ] Ok so on Friday night we had nothing to do so we went to the park.  It was me, andrea, allyson, max, cody, brendan, and joe tobia.  We just sat on bench and talked for awhile.  Andrea was not the brightest person that night with some of her comments...i will save her some embarresment and i wont say what she said.  The tennis ball that brendan and joe were playing with went in the pond and they looked like cavemen trying to get the ball out of the water.  Then we went walking and went onto the dock...someone asked if we were allowed to be on the dock...well considering we hopped two fences that were locked to get onto the dock i would say so.  So we just sat there for awhile talking and stuff.  Then we were heading over to the playground when we met up with mike collins.  We played tag on the playground but we took our shoes off because the ground there was fun/bouncy/weird.  I have to give mike credit, when he was it he hopped over the slide thing and then crawled/ran under the bridge, he reminded me of the woman in the exorcist when she was possessed.  Then we went on the swings for a little bit.  We started walking up to brendan's when we ran into marco, nick, and mike b.  Me and kei took a "short cut" to get to his house but everyone else didnt really get too far.  When we popped out onto bloomfeild ave they were still by the park.  Cody's mom drove me home.  Yesterday i went to the funeral.  It was REALLY REALLY sad, but i mean what would you expect from a funeral.  They had to play to two saddest songs though.  Amazing Grace and some other song that i dont know the name to.  It was very depressing seeing all his friends being the people who caried the casket.  Ok well i dont feel like talking about it anymore so i am going to move on to another subject.  Last night i went to my aunt's house for dinner since my parents were going out.  I was going to go to brendan's house but no girls were going so i just stayed there and kept jake occupied.  He wanted to do some crayon maker and a puzzle so we did both.  Today i slept until 11:40 which was very nice.  I watched Real World since it was like a marathon.  Then i watched Cant Hardley Wait...PRESTON SCOTT IS ADORABLE.  I absolutely love that movie.  Ok so then my grandma wanted to take me and my sister out for dinner so we went to the pilgrim.  Thats all for now i guess. Catch Ya Later.. tropical paradise

[02 Sep 2004|07:44pm] [ mood | crushed ] Today i had volleyball at 3:30...thats really it.  Last night i stayed home.  I was going to go to cody's house but i fell asleep..i went online at around 9ish and realized that i never told him i wasnt going...Oops. Its all good because someone there was online so i just told them.  I watched Sex and the City..good show, i am going to have to watch it more often.  Its REALLY funny.   Things like Josh's death always hit people hard because you know that people die from drugs and alcohol but you never think it can happen to someone you know or that it can even happen to you.  I just hope that people wake up and smell the roses and stop doing drugs.  I mean you think some poeple would get the hint when someone gets caught with drugs, yet alone when someone dies from drugs.         tropical paradise

some poem.. [01 Sep 2004|06:17pm] [ mood | gloomy ] Dont grieve for me now, for I'm free I'm following the path God laid for me, I took His hand when i herd him call I turned my back and left it all. I could not stay another day, to laugh, to love, to work or play, tasks left undone must stay that way, i found that place at the close of day if my parting had left a void then fill it with remembered joy, as friendship shared, a laugh, a kiss. ah yea, these things, i too, will miss. Be not burdened with times of sorrow i wish the sunshine of tomorrow my life's been full, i savored much, good friends, good times, a loved ones touch. Perhaps my time seemed all too brief, dont lengthen it now with undue grief. Lift up your heart and share with me, God wanted me now, he set me free.   R.I.P-JR...you have been set free and you are now in a better place. 2 love tropical paradise

vigil ceremony in memory of josh rappaport...loved but never forgotten [31 Aug 2004|11:46pm] [ mood | depressed ] ok well today we didnt have practice but all teams met for a meeting and then they went into the caf. for a little talk.  Then you could go to certain rooms to talk with the couslers.  The volleyball team met in sepcies room for our uniforms and to discuss our t-shirts and stuff that we want to order.  So we were there until 11.  Tonite was the candel vigil for josh..it was one of the most depressing things i have ever witnessed or gone through.  I tried holding back the tears but i couldnt do it for too long.  Seeing friends and parents and everyone crying and listening to his close friends talk about how great of a person he is was too hard to handle.  It finally has hit me that he is gone.  I dont want to believe it but i have to.  Seeing his really close friends cry was really tough to deal with.  I feel very bad for those who are suffering majorly from this.  I am pretty damn upset and i only talked to him during gym and at yg, i cant imagin how is friends and family feel.  I send my deepest condolences to his close friends and his family.     We went to brendan's house afterwards and basically talked about this.  Some poeple went to on the run but i stayed back with a few people and we just kept talking about it.  I was pretty out of it the whole night.  When things like this happen it makes your mind wonder, but the thing is it keeps wondering onto bad memories.  Once again I send my deepest condolences to his close friends and family.  These are the times where we need to pull together and show the world how strong we are..i am here for anyone who needs anything.  Be strong.  Jackie Josh-loved but never forgotten...RIP.    1 love tropical paradise

R.I.P <3 [30 Aug 2004|06:41pm] [ mood | and VERY shocked... ] A brother lost a brother, a friend lost a friend, a mother lost her son but this ode will never end R.I.P. Never Forgotten..... Why does it feel when someone you know dies you die along with them? We weren't the best of friends..i barely knew him, but we went to school together and we had some classes together.  We talked at Youth Group almost every monday night and now I will never see him again.  He was only 16. He hadn't even started his junior year of high school and now he is gone...forever...and I feel as if a piece of me has died with him and yet there is absolutely nothing I can do.  So, I'm left here to think...to think of how unfair it is that he was taken from this world much to early. It just doesn't make sense at all anymore. I dont want to except the fact that he is gone. Well if anyone needs someone to talk to my door is always open <3. God bless his soul and the souls of his family and friends. R.I.P  And remember that he is in a better place looking down on us as we speek.. Rest in Peace... 2 love tropical paradise

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